ok sum one has been postin rele unessesary comments on my blog!
all the things i say r tru
no need 2 call me a ho!

if u were my place u'd probly b sayin the same stuff
so back off bitch!

n bi the way i found a better blog site im me if u want 2 read it

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yea bout the last post u ppl r rele dumb...i dont actualy wanna kill my self, but i felt like i wanted 2 crawl into a hole n just die...so yea ...just pleaz dont worry!

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so i got out the razor
its in my hand
time is passing
owe this wasnt planned....

rele depressed n had the worst fuking week every! i just want to kill myself!
none of u will get it so i'm not gonna bother posting it
bye

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merry x-mas everybody!!!
i had a rele good one!
digital camera
100 dollars
250 gift card 2 norstroms
100 gift card 2 old navy
25 to target
25 to rave
cord 4 my mp3 player
100 most influential women in the 20th century book
head set for the cell i dont have...(thanx 2 my cheap ass drunk uncle)
20 dollars frum my cheap ass uncle hu makes 1/2 m,illion a year....dont u think he could of splurged considering he knew i spent 50 on him!
candle set
lots of candles frum all my friends!!! thanx sierra, michelle, and michelle
flirt** frum shawnie!
elise n suskin .......tisk tisk tiks u still owe me hehe!

well wanna here more bout my disfunctional family?great! cause NO wasnt an option!
well my "clean" unvcle eric couldnt drink all night cause u used 2 b an alchoholic n a drugie, mean while my mom was wasted n almost fell onto the lil blue table in my living room! than g-d my dad caught her! then my uncle was drunk as soon as we left the hibatchi restaurant! he is such an abnoxious drunk! i cant even tell u one thing bout him cause it was too gross! but like he makes 1/2 million a year rite? well 4 x-mas total, my family spent like 300 - 400 on him n his kid...he only spent 250 on all of us total wich makes 6 of us 250/6 is 41 each! wut an ahole... nthis is after we all payed 4 dinner too, n he dint pay for ! wut a cheap ass! well thank g-d his car broke down! can u say carma? lol haha carma lol

hahahaha n did i tell u bout my anarexic step-grandma? she is so fuking skinny! but i think its also cause of sum desease but she is still anerexic on top of it!

well cierra called me on her awsome new CELL 2day!!!
me n here r supposed 2 go shopping on the 27th 4 sales cause she is sick rite now...aww feel better s!

oh n i also got a clothe oragnizer...this lepord print one frum delias
n a card n pic organizer frum there too!!! awsomeness!

althought i've been , santa thought i was good...
*****lmao i hope u guys rnt that slow as 2 not get that*****

mwahs
-Jess

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omg y world is crumbling down again!!! my mom found my c0ndoms!!! n took them again! not only that she hid the ones she took frum me b4 in a differnt place!!! omg panic attack!!! sumone im me or talk 2 me omg i dont no wut i'm gonna do gtg goin on a walk to calm my nerves!

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wow it seems as if after a horrible,derpressing, sad and distraught few monnths everything is turning around... fo the moment ne ways

ok so i'll start idn i think late sunday nite, i talked 2 matt agian...well matt is this guy that i went out with for 2 days outta pitty...well i made ahuge mistake! he is the sweetest kid i no!!! not only that he's not " pleasure greedy" hehe my word....he said he wanted to "pleaz" me... i cant wait 1/2/05....but like idn it feels kinda weird cause like i dont rele know him...but shawn said just go over his house n do it if it feels rite. so thats wut i'm gonna do. but i feel kinda guilty too...its like i wanna give him head for "the time he put it" ...lol omg its sucha delema now! but its so wierd i've been having dreams aout him...idn could there be sumthin more? idn i'm not sure...well i'll post more on this

oh n also this week we r tradin gifts n stuff....i cant tell u wut i got everyone untill i give it to them...2day i'm tradin with shawn, Cierra and michelle!!! yay!

ok well i'm supposed 2 b @ school rite now, but i slept in cause i was woken up @ 12:30 4 sum reason bi my mom. then my dad started fightin with her about talking to his brother david on the fone...idn y... it kept me up all nite!! well @ least a half hour until they stoped cause are walls r as thin as paper! so i finaly went down stairs n slept on my Luvsac!! around 2:15 i finaly fell asleep..gosh so i told my mom 2 let me sleep till like 8:30 so i could go in around 9...but no she had work until 10:30 so yea thats y i'm still here! so wen i finaly get to second PD i will get my present frum shawnie!!! then idn otha ppls lata

much luv
-Jess

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